Tirrel

Very unfortunate times ahead, I will have to work a lot now, besides school  :reading: I need to work in order to gain some money  :dollarus: to cover some "debts". In addition to that I feel sick/ill again after having just one good day, so I'll have to take my meds again which don't make me feel much better, just keep me sane...            :pills: I will try to paint a bit every now and then but for the next months it looks bad. I wish you all good times and success, Tirrel

Wow.. over 1,000 page views after only 2 1/2 weeks, thank you #GetWatchers and of course a big THANKS to all watchers, supporters, friends, and everyone else and all the faves :D However I'm still in an unproductive phase, feeling weird... or better said: really bad and ill. I will try to do some work soon, might turn out to be too bad for deviantART (yeah, some might think that the stuff I already posted was already too bad for dA :/ ) As soon as I get better and find some time I will try some new bigger paintings, surreal of course ;) Well, I wish you all who actually read this a good time and success! :)         - Tirrel

I am an unproductive worker... sounds paradox, now my problem is: did someone else already think/write/say/sing/paint/express this thought? I don't know what to do with my self since the only thing I can do at the moment is... wait. And wait... Waiting... I want to work... My hands are working fine... I have everything I need to paint... I have "these" thoughts... but I can't put them on paper, it is as if they were banned inside me and I am doing nothing against it... for now. - Tirrel